Monday, December 20, 2004

Anything But Ordinary

Sometimes I get so weird
I even freak myself out
I laugh myself to sleep
It's my lullaby
Sometimes I drive so fast
Just to feel the danger
I want to scream
It makes me feel alive

[Chorus]
Is it enough to love?
Is it enough to breath?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please

To walk within the lines
Would make my life so boring
I want to know that I
Have been to the extreme
So knock me off my feet
Come on now give it to me
Anything to make me feel alive

[Chorus]
Is it enough to love?
Is it enough to breath?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please.

Let down your defenses
Use no common sense
If you look you will see
that this world is this beautiful
accident, turbulent, succulent
opulent, permanent
No way I wanna taste it
Don't wanna waste it away

Sometimes I get so weird
I even freak myself out
I laugh my self to sleep
It's my lullaby

Is it enough?
Is it enough?
Is it enough to breath?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please

Is it enough?
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please
Oooh
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please


This is my fave song! Sung by Avril Lavigne

Thursday, December 16, 2004

addicted

I'm geting addicted. Yeah, really addicted. I haven't known what it really could do to you. I was curious and eager. I tried it. I was lost in my own world. Where reality and fantasy mixes. I lay on my bed hallucinating. Really, I was just on a high. I really love FANFICS!!!!! wheeeeee!!!! Tohru-kun is so adrable. So is Kagome-sama. And Miroku-sama is really funny and...and...blah.blah.blah.blah.blah.blah..blah.blah.wheeeeeee!!!!

Thursday, December 09, 2004

dreamer


You are a Day Dreamer..
Daydreamers tend to be away from the normal, and
have a deeper aspect when looking at things.
Most of the time, thier outcasts of the social
society, but don't worry. It just means your so
deep it scares thier simple little brains.


What kind of Dreamer are you?
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what kind of soum am i?





You Are a Newborn Soul





You are tolerant, accepting, and willing to give anyone a chance.
On the flip side, you're easy to read and easily influenced by others.
You have a fresh perspective on life, and you can be very creative.
Noconformist and nontraditional, you've never met anyone who's like you.

Inventive and artistic, you like to be a trendsetter.
You have an upbeat spirit and you like almost everything.
You make friends easily and often have long standing friendships.
Implusive and trusting, you fall in love a little too easily.

Souls you are most compatible with: Bright Star Soul and Dreaming Soul



unique

People like you becuase you're unique!
What attracts people to you?

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Days had passed since I last posted in here. And I'm feeling rather disappointed that now that I have the time to post, Im in my worst mood. The "Life-is-unfair" mood of mine has been frequently visiting my life since last year. Ok, to be exact since November of the year 2003, when my mother got sick. She just passed away last April. Don't go mushy on me, k? I was pondering those changes in my life since then. I mean I got to speak more loudly now. I choose and decide my own life. I finally got my tongue to speak what's on my mind this few months. Maybe that's why I got my first enemy on school this last few months. And I have a few misunderstandings with my friends. When I look back on the past, all I can descrobe myself os dumb and stupid. I hate losing friends and making enemies, so I just always agree on whatever they say. Shut up when they told me to. I never said my feelings loud when I've been hurt. Friends was what more important to me on those days. For them I was the innocent, childish and funny Roberta friend. Optimistic and always happy. Once someone said, that I'm the only person she knows that seems to have no problems. Because I just joke around. Even when I'm angry or hurt on the jokes they throw on me I just smile. The good-natured Archelle knowing how to make fun of herself. Because mostly, Im the center of their jokes. Their afternoon entertainment, because I'm weird. Yeah, I'm weird. Hah! They don't know that I wanted to be weird to have my own being and because I hatre it when people just compare me with someone. Hello?! I'm Archelle! That is what I always say when they opened the door for me but the response is not very satisfying. Ok, they know now that I'm different. I'm me and I'm weird. And the thing I hate is they laugh at it and not just accept it as I want them to. Archelle, why are you weird? And I would just say because I wanted to. But now if I hear another "why-are-you-weird?" question. I would say Im weird beacause I don't want to be like you. Ordinary and plain. Im weird because I have my own goals. And that goal is to be myself. As you can see I'm now pretty much obsessed on having my own identity and personality. Yeah, maybe that's it. Im obsessed at the idea of being me and not like others. phew! It's enough for now because I still have to ponder at my newly reached conclusion. Ok the truth is I want to answer Quizilla personality quizzes. wheeeeeeee!!!! heheh

Tuesday, November 23, 2004

My way is at this path! You wanna follow?

The Road Less Traveled
B:

You take the Road Less
Traveled.
Who
wants to go where everyone else has already gone
anyway? You look for the hidden
paths, ones most don't see and don't care to
venture down. You go boldly and
stand proud discontent with what's been put in
front of you, determined to find
a way perfect for you even no one else will take it
with you. You live as you
want and not for others, but be careful not become
selfish. Others may need you
and you should be there for them, especially the
ones close to you. You tend to
be the leader in most situations and people listen
and trust you not lead them
astray. Your firm in your opinions and beliefs and
unwilling to change yourself
to suit other people. By the same token, you can be
stubborn to a fault, change
isn't always a bad thing you know. Everyone changes
and grows, you shouldn't try
to stay exactly the same or you could be left
behind. Then again, you may change
frequently. Some people change to fit in, you my
little non-conformist, may
change to be set apart. It's great to be different,
but it's also just as great
to have things in common with people, even if those
people are in that "crowd"
you seem to have a vendetta against. Don't try to
be different, just be who you
are, whoever that is and you'll be unique all on
your own. So make some time for
people, let yourself blend into the crowd every
once in awhile, you may just
learn something about them and yourself you never
knew before.




What Path Do You Take In Life? [X]For Guys and Gals! Pics and Lengthy Results.[X]
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Am I not bored or what?

dum-di-dum-di-dum!
walk like a man
talk like a man
dress like a man!
wahahahaha!!!!
m just speechless!

Thursday, November 18, 2004

Dark and Light

ElementBalance.jpg
You are Balance. The Balance Element is the balance
between Light and Dark. Balance was created
when the two Elements,Light and Dark,where at
battle and threw their Dark and Light magic at
eachother at the same time. Coliding with the
magic,Balance was born. Balance keeps track of
her creators,making sure there is an equal
amount of Light and Dark in the world. Being
made up of two elements,Balance's mood changes
rapidly. Being Balance,you have both Elements
inside of you,meaning you are a moody person.
Sometimes social and sometimes anti-social.
Your Elements would be Light and Dark. And your
creature would be a werewolf! Congrads! You're
the Balance between Light and Dark! ^^


What Different Element Are You? For Girls only! Lovely Anime Pictures!
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a nonsense friend?!!! r u crazy?

Just SO funny!!!
You are the nonsense friend...you are happy, crazy
and a disaster...You're a really good friend
but kinda dumb, well, you're funny and cute and
that's what makes people like you...


What kind of friend are you?(anime pics)
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...

HASH(0x8b6e368)
You have a Witty Sense of Humor - You're quick when
it comes to comebacks and know how to take full
advantage of someone else's mistake as an
opportunity for comedy. You're probably joke
around a lot and make quite a few sarcastic
comments about people that bug you, but the way
you see it, that's what they get! On the
downside, you tend to have a hard time taking
things as seriously as you should, and
sometimes you feel like you're sort of
obligated to be the funny one in order to keep
your peers content, which means that you
sometimes feel as though you can't relax around
anyone. You don't generally go out of your way
to hurt or embarrass people since they seem to
be pretty good at setting themselves up for it;
you just take over where they


What's Your Sense of Humor Like, and What Does It Say About Your Personality?
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another and another....

HASH(0x8b4a638)
Aura View: Awesome your meant for aura view,,,Aura
view is an amazing ability that allows you to
see ppls soul and auras. People with an aura
view ability tend to be dark people because
they can view spirits and monsters not visible
to the normal eye. Next time you witness
someone die keep a look out for theyre soul
cause it wont be in theyre bodies. haha


What Psionic power Fits you!? (Images)
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so much more quizzes to answer

Air
Your element is Air: Carefree, lovable, fun and
childish. Arent you cute! Your just full of
childhood spunk and happiness! Hey who said
being young was a bad thing? You have a keen
understanding of whats good in life and choose
to remain happy rather than get too upset over
things. Life is fun, who wants to be troubled
by grown-up problems? Being as capable of love
as you are you will make a wonderful parent if
and when you choose to grow up. Love is a
mystery because you only want friends not love
interests, games are better than relationships
with the opposite sex. You have what everyone
is searching for, that so called 'fountain of
youth' deep inside. You can come across as
naive and childish at times. But who cares what
they think, lets go play tag!


.:-|What is your true element?|-:. -With Anime Pictures and detailed answers-
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i guess so...

"Bitch"
You know who you are, you
know what you want, and you know what you don't
want. Never let anyone take this away from you,
for this is what places you above the rest. You
still get lost and confused from time to time,
and you still make mistakes, but hey, it's only
human.

You are as close to perfect as
a girl can be; in fact, you are the realistic
perfect girl. Those who mislabel you as a
bitch, are simply too ignorant to understand a
girl like you, and possibly even jealous. You
have difficulty with guys, because they're so
intimidated by that mind of yours. Most the
guys who are intelligent enough to deserve a
girl like you, have low self esteem, because
they too, get mislabeled as "weird,"
"crazy," and "stubborn."


Which Female Stereotype Are You? (Now with 5 possible results!)
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Wednesday, November 17, 2004

another one?!

no
Your crazy but, fun to hang out with:) Sometimes
you go nuts over a question(lol) Also you don't
care what you look like. As long as your fun
and have lots of friends:) Your one of a kind:)


What Type Of Girl Are You???(Amazing Pics)
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I am the Master of the Universe!

I am the Master of the Universe!
Magister Mundi sum!


Which Weird Latin Phrase Are You?
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whaaaaaat???

Contradiction
F:

Your Beauty lies
in Contradiction. Controversial, unpredictable, and
never what anyone expects.
You appearance and your personality are two
opposite things. Even your
appearance sends different signals to different
people. To some you may look
innocent and sweet, to others you look mysterious
and intimidating at the same
time. No one ever knows what to expect with you.
You are a little bit of
everything all mixed together. You can be watching
the football game with the
guys one minute and the next out shopping at the
mall. You seem to be almost a
different person every time you meet someone, but
at the same time you know
exactly who you are and there is always that one
thing that makes you you. You
enjoy keeping people guessing and people love how
completely unpredictable you
are.



Some Things
That Represent You:



Element:
Fire, Water Animal: Chameleon Color:
Dark Tones, Light
Tones Song: Everything by Alanis Morriesette
Expression:
Half-smile



Gemstone:
Opal Mythological Creature: Gryphon,
Half-breeds Sign:
Gemini Planet: Mars Hair Color: Red
Eye Color:
Brown



Quote:
"Appearances can be deceiving."




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death! death! death!

You are Mary Bell.
You are Mary Bell. At the ripe old age of 10 you
strangled a neighbor boy, afterwhich you carved
your initals into his skin. At his funreal you
laughed. Your next victim was a 3 year old. You
pushed him off the roof, resulting in a broken
skull. After he was found you went to his
mothers house and asked to see him, she replied
tha t he was dead. You smiled brightly and said
'Oh, I know he's dead. I wanted to see him in
his coffin."
You horrid little girl you.
-smacks your hand-


Which Imfamous criminal are you?
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THE EYE!

darkblueeyes
Your eye color is dark blue. You rely on your logic
solely, and may have more mature interests than
many of your friends and family your age. You
can sometimes also be interverted and lonely
from a lack of understanding with people, and
can be rather frustrated with some types of
folke. Some may describe you as cold and
distant, and you are honest with how you feel
about things.


What Color Eyes Should You Have? ( With Anime Pictures ^-^ )
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otter?!!

Otter
What Is Your Animal Personality?

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WAAAAA!!!!! Ragna Rocks!!!




What Ragnarok Character Should You Be?
Quiz by Angelhalo

Im 15!

HASH(0x8df9a6c)
SWEET TEEN!!! Yes you are a teenager mmmm from 13
- 19 quite a little rebel haha just kidding...
You think as a teenager, you see everything
quite simple, soon you will realize it is not
that simple. In my opinion you look at things
in a very beautiful way. =)


. What is you inner age?
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Tuesday, November 16, 2004

color of my life...lalalala....(dum-dum!)

HASH(0x8a1c0f8)
You are purple. What a romantic person you are.
You're sentimental and forward-looking (those
are opposites.). You're a sophisticated and
refined--with a refind taste for chocolates and
wine (yum...). Tempermental and moody, you let
people know when you're angry. But other
times, you just sit and sulk. Alone. When
around people, you're a generous person, with
insatiable needs. You're a starving artist,
basically. You're enjoy getting into debates
over politics and religion with people of the
same intelligence of you. But you know they
can never convince you otherwise, you stubborn
person, you. As a unique person you are (not
to mention just a tad bit eccentric...), you're
well-liked by either a few people, or too many
people...


What color are you? (Amazingly detailed & accurate--with pics!)
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...???

kitsune
Though they rarely caused mankind any serious harm,
these Japanese fox spirits known as kitsune
were well known for playing tricks on people
and could be a real nuisance. They possessed
the ability to transform into any creature,
though they would often retain their fox tail.
One could easily determine the age and level of
maturity of a kitsune by counting it's tails;
An immature, rambunctious kitsune would have
very few tails, while a wise and powerful one
would have as many as nine.

As a kitsune, you are clever, sensual, beautiful,
mysterious and effeminate (even if you are a
guy). You are also somewhat sneaky and like to
pull pranks on people, but otherwise you are
very pleasurable to be around.



Who is your inner Shapeshifter?
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being artistic?!

Artistic
You are naturally born with a gift, whether it be
poetry, writing or song. You love beauty and
creativity, and usually are highly intelligent.
Others view you as mysterious and dreamy, yet
also bold since you hold firm in your beliefs.


What Type of Soul Do You Have ?
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my aura...

orange aura
Your aura shines Orange!


What Color Is Your Aura?
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Monday, November 15, 2004

i think i would like to be an evil writer...is there anything like that?


You are a freeform writer. Individualistic with a
sense for the different and challenging, Walt
Whitman and his poetry lacking meter and rhyme
is just what the doctor ordered. You're quick
to write something that the rest of the world
doesn't accept as poetry, quick to separate
yourself from the average joe. An author with a
true sense of self, you have confidence in your
abilities and aren't afraid to show it. :) GO
YOU!


What's YOUR Writing Style?
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oh yeah! i'm insane!!! rock on!!! bwahahhahaha...

You represent... insanity.
You represent... insanity.
You're quite a quirky little creature. You're
emotions are varying. You may appear childish
and innocent, but you have a tendency to freak
out. You're incredibly random, but it's good
to be unique. People know you're an odd one,
but you certainly don't mind.


What feeling do you represent?
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dum-dum!

DarkMagic
Dark magician. You love the dark because of it's
beauty and just the life that no-one else sees.
Mysterious, calm, quiet... But that doesn't
mean you're not friendly!

Please rate ^^

What kind of dark person are you?
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Ella...the cool cat?

You are Ella, one of our most complex characters in
our story. You can rotate your role in life as
you choose, when you want the spotlight, you
bask in it, but you can also back away quickly
and brood in a corner. You love chocolate, and
can be insanely hyper one moment, then serious
as all hell in the next. It is difficult for
you to love someone, since the only person you
really cared for died when you were only three.
You are an EXTREME feminist, and you always
speak your mind. You have power over the water
(but you are afraid of the ocean o.O) and you
have mind powers (screw with someone's head or
read someone's thoughts) and you can steal
people's abilities, making you one tough chick. If you had a personality disorder, it would be
Klepto and Denial. You deny the fact that you
do love someone, and you can burst out
uncontrollably when you had enough. You steal
people's items and tend to keep them for your
own intention. Overall...you're a cool cat,
and you know it!

If you were a story character, what would your personality be like?
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missin' in action!

yup! I know its about weeks since I've last posted in here. I've forgotten for a while that I have a blog to update.sigh! And I don't know what to say...
silence... There's too many changes happening in my life that I have too ponder for a while and there's the exams. I have to study you know. And I need to plan what course would I take up at college. I'm graduating and I'm thinking of getting a psychology course. BA Psychology Yup! I think I'm insane that's why I want to analyze myself. sigh!

Sunday, November 14, 2004

Spring?! spring?!

xcn
You're a Spring. You usually are very close-knit
with your friends and value everyone freidnship
you have. You're a real people person and
everyone loves how friendly you are. You're
good with encouraging people but usually don't
like to be the center of attention. You are a
social butterfly and probably are in several
circles of friends but it's just because you're
well liked and you make people comfortable.
You're both fun and wise but you are very
realistic about life.

What season are you? (pics)
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Friday, October 22, 2004

Thursday, October 21, 2004

a condolence from the bottom of my heart...

I would like to offer condolences to all the family, relatives and friends of my schoolmate John Ray Mangubat who passed away yesterday. He was a very energetic young man and what happened was quite a shock for us. I hope sincerely that he's happy where he was now. That's all for today

Monday, October 18, 2004

PINK revolution!!!

I hate pink!!! So why did I chose it to be the theme of my blog? Well to tell the truth I sort of hated and adored pink at the same time. Why? Because Pink somehow represents beauty and girly stuffs...And I hated it because it also represents fragileness to the female specie...And I dont want to be fragile and weak so I always chooses black or blue as my favorite color...But somehow I lost my senses and choose this blog lay-out! Grrr!!!!
Its cute!!! And I hate myself for finding it cute! This must be the so called female sickness...sigh!

Friday, October 15, 2004

blah! blah! blah!

Duh! I'm not feeling so talkative today....ZZZzzzzzzzz....(sleeps)