Anything But Ordinary

Sometimes I get so weird
I even freak myself out
I laugh myself to sleep
It's my lullaby
Sometimes I drive so fast
Just to feel the danger
I want to scream
It makes me feel alive

[Chorus]
Is it enough to love?
Is it enough to breath?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please

To walk within the lines
Would make my life so boring
I want to know that I
Have been to the extreme
So knock me off my feet
Come on now give it to me
Anything to make me feel alive

[Chorus]
Is it enough to love?
Is it enough to breath?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please.

Let down your defenses
Use no common sense
If you look you will see
that this world is this beautiful
accident, turbulent, succulent
opulent, permanent
No way I wanna taste it
Don't wanna waste it away

Sometimes I get so weird
I even freak myself out
I laugh my self to sleep
It's my lullaby

Is it enough?
Is it enough?
Is it enough to breath?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please

Is it enough?
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please
Oooh
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please


This is my fave song! Sung by Avril Lavigne

addicted

I'm geting addicted. Yeah, really addicted. I haven't known what it really could do to you. I was curious and eager. I tried it. I was lost in my own world. Where reality and fantasy mixes. I lay on my bed hallucinating. Really, I was just on a high. I really love FANFICS!!!!! wheeeeee!!!! Tohru-kun is so adrable. So is Kagome-sama. And Miroku-sama is really funny and...and...blah.blah.blah.blah.blah.blah..blah.blah._{wheeeeeee!!!!}

dreamer

You are a Day Dreamer..
Daydreamers tend to be away from the normal, and
have a deeper aspect when looking at things.
Most of the time, thier outcasts of the social
society, but don't worry. It just means your so
deep it scares thier simple little brains.


What kind of Dreamer are you?
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what kind of soum am i?

You Are a Newborn Soul

You are tolerant, accepting, and willing to give anyone a chance. On the flip side, you're easy to read and easily influenced by others. You have a fresh perspective on life, and you can be very creative. Noconformist and nontraditional, you've never met anyone who's like you. Inventive and artistic, you like to be a trendsetter. You have an upbeat spirit and you like almost everything. You make friends easily and often have long standing friendships. Implusive and trusting, you fall in love a little too easily. Souls you are most compatible with: Bright Star Soul and Dreaming Soul

What Kind of Soul Are You?

unique

What attracts people to you?
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Days had passed since I last posted in here. And I'm feeling rather disappointed that now that I have the time to post, Im in my worst mood. The "Life-is-unfair" mood of mine has been frequently visiting my life since last year. Ok, to be exact since November of the year 2003, when my mother got sick. She just passed away last April. Don't go mushy on me, k? I was pondering those changes in my life since then. I mean I got to speak more loudly now. I choose and decide my own life. I finally got my tongue to speak what's on my mind this few months. Maybe that's why I got my first enemy on school this last few months. And I have a few misunderstandings with my friends. When I look back on the past, all I can descrobe myself os dumb and stupid. I hate losing friends and making enemies, so I just always agree on whatever they say. Shut up when they told me to. I never said my feelings loud when I've been hurt. Friends was what more important to me on those days. For them I was the innocent, childish and funny Roberta friend. Optimistic and always happy. Once someone said, that I'm the only person she knows that seems to have no problems. Because I just joke around. Even when I'm angry or hurt on the jokes they throw on me I just smile. The good-natured Archelle knowing how to make fun of herself. Because mostly, Im the center of their jokes. Their afternoon entertainment, because I'm weird. Yeah, I'm weird. Hah! They don't know that I wanted to be weird to have my own being and because I hatre it when people just compare me with someone. Hello?! I'm Archelle! That is what I always say when they opened the door for me but the response is not very satisfying. Ok, they know now that I'm different. I'm me and I'm weird. And the thing I hate is they laugh at it and not just accept it as I want them to. Archelle, why are you weird? And I would just say because I wanted to. But now if I hear another "why-are-you-weird?" question. I would say Im weird beacause I don't want to be like you. Ordinary and plain. Im weird because I have my own goals. And that goal is to be myself. As you can see I'm now pretty much obsessed on having my own identity and personality. Yeah, maybe that's it. Im obsessed at the idea of being me and not like others. phew! It's enough for now because I still have to ponder at my newly reached conclusion. Ok the truth is I want to answer Quizilla personality quizzes. wheeeeeeee!!!! _heheh